Shit happens, life sucks and all of that.
Boring, I don't know what to do right now. One moment it feels like you got something going for you, and then nope, not working out. The job I got is an example. It was good, it was kind of fun and the bosses where alright. But now they don't have much customers at the time so therefore they don't have any work for me.
And then I just miss being in Australia, it made sense there, most things. Like, I know what I had to do, the plans where not set in stone but there where a plan.
So feeling a little lost.
But it'll work out, you are not lost forever and ever.